Posted by agu. on March 25, 2005, 1:44 am I know this is a stupid thread, and that nobody will really care about what i'm writing, but I feel like I have to... Mybe if I write I will feel a little bit better. It's been a bad week for me, sometimes, since I came to London, it's just 1 or 2 days that i feel down and then I'm good again, but this time it's a little bit longer. There are some changes around York Mansions, Brett (roomate & webmaster of this site) is moving back to Australia. I'm really happy for him, cause I know why he's moving, his big dream it's starting to come true, and I can't be more happpy for him. But at the same time I can't help feelin' bad, 'cause I'm gonna miss him a lot! Even If sometimes I don't really express it, but i will. It was my second time sharing a room in my life, and It was perfect, we didn't even have any fight or anything, just fun! But I wish u the best, and I know soon you're gonna start with the BIG PROJECT! I just hope to see u often, in London, in Australia or wha'ever... Flora left York Mansions too, I didn't even notice since she was already gone 'cause I was working all days. But it made me feel very sad, U DON"T KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE U CRAZY FRENCH GIRL! I know you're still here in London, but u know it's not the same. With u, I can talk about everything beeing sure I can trust u 100% . York Mansions is not the same without u. Actually, for me, it seem to be officially finish, I miss Anett around here. Btw, I feel so bad we haven't done a proper party for your b-day, that's just bad! I haven't even give u you're present, is still here. You're the best doing b-day surprises, and u didn't have anything by us. And I miss my CLAIREBEAR so much!!! (Did u get my last email?) It's not just that.(This is the part some of u just stop reading 'cause I'm just gonna write about my stuff). I'm really REALLY dissapointed with work. I was so excited befoore the oppening of the new shop, it seemed everything was going the right way at work, I had big expectations, maybe some promotions... and then... this last two weeks, everything went shit. I don't like my job anymore, I don't think it will take me anywhere... Maybe I had too much expectations. Beside that, I'm starting to have all the insecurities i left when I left Spain. Realizing some things about myself I don't really want to know. But it is there, it is always there.. And it seems i can't do anything to change it. I think that is the biggest thing that is on my mind now, but it really is a pack all all the stuff i told before. Hope it finish soon. What about love? Most of the people's breakdown seems to be because about love issues. But in my case, it's just that there's nothing to be depress about, 'cause nothing happens, ever... Sorry for boring u, if u are still reading. I just feel like writing this stuuf, people who know me know that I'm not a drama queen at all. but sometimes u just have to express a little bit. I just left Escaoe, with all my friends therem, drinking and having fun, I usuallt the last to leave the place, but tonight I coudlt even pretend I was having fun. something it's really wrong, and I can't stop it. Thanks for listening (or reading,, or wha'ever!). agu. P.S: Brett! Thank u so much for the gist u gave to me today, That made my day, u know how much I wanted to see it! But it's not gonna be the same if u don't came. Anyway, it;s a PERFECT gift, thanks so much! Oh! And Buffy has ended... :( I know, that's old, but I just show the last episode form the last season 2 nights ago. I was crying like a baby, It;s my favouritre show since 1997, i basiclyy grow up with the caracters, sounds stupis but sometimes uy seem them like family, or frinds... I can;t balive the BEST TV SERIES EVER has ended. The end was GOLD!
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