Posted by flora on April 5, 2005, 10:13 am, in reply to "Changes"
just read ur mail i cant stop to cry. i know im never here ive got some problem i wil tell u later. i will come today. hope ull be there. still love u
btw no more phone for me again.
kiss.
floxxxxxxxx
--Previous Message--
: Hi!
:
: I know this is a stupid thread, and
: that nobody will really care about what
: i'm writing, but I feel like I have
: to... Mybe if I write I will feel a
: little bit better.
:
: It's been a bad week for me, sometimes,
: since I came to London, it's just 1 or
: 2 days that i feel down and then I'm
: good again, but this time it's a little
: bit longer.
:
: There are some changes around York
: Mansions, Brett (roomate &
: webmaster of this site) is moving back
: to Australia. I'm really happy for him,
: cause I know why he's moving, his big
: dream it's starting to come true, and I
: can't be more happpy for him. But at
: the same time I can't help feelin' bad,
: 'cause I'm gonna miss him a lot! Even
: If sometimes I don't really express it,
: but i will. It was my second time
: sharing a room in my life, and It was
: perfect, we didn't even have any fight
: or anything, just fun! But I wish u the
: best, and I know soon you're gonna
: start with the BIG PROJECT! I just hope
: to see u often, in London, in Australia
: or wha'ever...
:
: Flora left York Mansions too, I didn't
: even notice since she was already gone
: 'cause I was working all days. But it
: made me feel very sad, U DON"T
: KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE U CRAZY FRENCH
: GIRL! I know you're still here in
: London, but u know it's not the same.
: With u, I can talk about everything
: beeing sure I can trust u 100% . York
: Mansions is not the same without u.
: Actually, for me, it seem to be
: officially finish, I miss Anett around
: here. Btw, I feel so bad we haven't
: done a proper party for your b-day,
: that's just bad! I haven't even give u
: you're present, is still here. You're
: the best doing b-day surprises, and u
: didn't have anything by us. And I miss
: my CLAIREBEAR so much!!! (Did u get my
: last email?)
:
: It's not just that.(This is the part
: some of u just stop reading 'cause I'm
: just gonna write about my stuff). I'm
: really REALLY dissapointed with work. I
: was so excited befoore the oppening of
: the new shop, it seemed everything was
: going the right way at work, I had big
: expectations, maybe some promotions...
: and then... this last two weeks,
: everything went shit. I don't like my
: job anymore, I don't think it will take
: me anywhere... Maybe I had too much
: expectations.
:
: Beside that, I'm starting to have all
: the insecurities i left when I left
: Spain. Realizing some things about
: myself I don't really want to know. But
: it is there, it is always there.. And
: it seems i can't do anything to change
: it. I think that is the biggest thing
: that is on my mind now, but it really
: is a pack all all the stuff i told
: before. Hope it finish soon.
:
: What about love? Most of the people's
: breakdown seems to be because about
: love issues. But in my case, it's just
: that there's nothing to be depress
: about, 'cause nothing happens, ever...
:
: Sorry for boring u, if u are still
: reading. I just feel like writing this
: stuuf, people who know me know that I'm
: not a drama queen at all. but sometimes
: u just have to express a little bit.
:
: I just left Escaoe, with all my friends
: therem, drinking and having fun, I
: usuallt the last to leave the place,
: but tonight I coudlt even pretend I was
: having fun. something it's really
: wrong, and I can't stop it.
:
: Thanks for listening (or reading,, or
: wha'ever!).
:
: agu.
:
: P.S: Brett! Thank u so much for the
: gist u gave to me today, That made my
: day, u know how much I wanted to see
: it! But it's not gonna be the same if u
: don't came. Anyway, it;s a PERFECT
: gift, thanks so much!
:
: Oh! And Buffy has ended... :( I know,
: that's old, but I just show the last
: episode form the last season 2 nights
: ago. I was crying like a baby, It;s my
: favouritre show since 1997, i basiclyy
: grow up with the caracters, sounds
: stupis but sometimes uy seem them like
: family, or frinds... I can;t balive the
: BEST TV SERIES EVER has ended. The end
: was GOLD!
:
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