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Posted by Serendipity on 12/20/2008, 9:57 am
I had to start a new posting thingy, i think i broke the other one with all my nonsense and it won't let me post on it anymore.
I doubt you've given this any thought at all but i seem unable to think about anything else. This was going to be our first Christmas together, living in the same house and waking up together on Christmas morning. The past few months my life has been a big pile of milestones i've had to get through without you, and so far this is the biggest and hardest. I feel like my once favourite time of year is suddenly mocking me with it's stupid jolly Christmassyness, and i just wish it was the middle of February.
I wish you and i could've stayed friends. I know back then it would've been impossible and it probably still is impossible, but i wish we lived in an ideal world where you and i being friends was an option. I miss talking to you, it's hard saying goodbye to a lover but i think it's harder saying goodbye to a friend, and you were both.
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