Posted by Jan on 11/4/2009, 1:37 am
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Hi all:
I have contacted three different psychics over the past few months about my beloved Steve. All three of them told me the same thing: that he cared for me so much that he felt he needed to back off and not get in the way of my happiness. They all said, in essence, that he had poor self-esteem and didn't want to bring me down with him in any way. (He did end up being addicted to Meth and having a downwards spiral from there, leading to his murder.)
So....today I was listening to a song on my CD player in my car while driving. Even though I've played this song many times, it has only been in the last few days that I have realized the importance of the lyrics.
The lyrics are: "I could never make you unhappy. No, I couldn't do that girl. Only wish I didn't love you so. This makes it so very hard to go. Your dreams have all come true, just the way you planned them. So I'm going to step aside, and lend a helping hand."
As I was taking all this in today, I turned off my car and I happened to glance at my clock on the dashboard. It was 3:33. Since I get this number (usually on clocks) so often, and it always comes when I'm thinking or writing about Steve, I think this could be his way of confirming what the psychics all said, and what the song was saying, and that this was indeed how he felt as well.
Any thoughts? Thanks so much. Love you all, Jan
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