I am so sorry to hear about your kitty. I will say a prayer to make you strong. I just saw your post so that is why I am late sending a note. I have 2 little brother kitties and they are going to be 15 years old in August. I pray a prayer of thanks every day that I still have them. I know the day will come when I will have to do the same as you and I do not have a husband. I will do that all alone. Take care of yourself.