Posted by Rania on 11/6/2009, 1:49 pm |
I feel soooooooooo bad... Damn- Rania, I don't think it matters to your mother now, Hon.
Posted by Christine Duminiak on 11/7/2009, 12:34 pm, in reply to "I dreamt of my mother last night again..."
205.188.116.19Dearest Rania,
I believe the actual cause of your mother's being called Home to the Lord is not important to her. I believe she is just so excited to be in Paradise--no matter how God called her Home!
If you can, try to focus instead on how awesome life is for your mother now!!! If you read "Embraced by the Light" by Betty Eadie, or "Glimpses of Heaven From the Angels Who Live There" by Sunni Welles, you will feel like you are in Heaven having fun with your mother!
May God continue to bless you,
Lovingly,
In Christ's Love,
Chris - for Christine
Posted by Rania on 11/7/2009, 4:34 pm, in reply to "Rania, I don't think it matters to your mother now, Hon."
94.66.25.200I don't doubt that the way she left doesn't bother her, in fact I'd be very pleased to know it's true!
I wish her life is awesome, I want it more than anything. But I know that she still cares about earthly matters (it's about six months since she passed). For example I know she likes that I put my life back in order, that I care so much about my dad, and that I don't forget to take care of her grave. For some reason I know she expects to see that I remember and love her, she likes it.
About the dream, she was all smiles, I know that we talked for a long time, I remember she looked happy, it was like we were having a chat in a restaurant after shopping, like we used to... But when she told me the reason I got serious and woke up because this was very important to me. Nevertheless, I didn't remember anything! Maybe, like the girls say, I wasn't supposed to remember.
Anyway, I'll try to focus on the fact that she is having a good time. Thanks for reminding! I'll try to find the books in Greece and, if I don't, I'll look in the amazon. - (((Rania)))
Posted by Ruth Ann on 11/7/2009, 5:26 am, in reply to "I dreamt of my mother last night again..."
64.12.116.19I'm getting jealous. I want a dream visit with my Jenn. For real, I think you were not meant to remember. Your mom will answer when it's best. Love and God bless, Ruth Ann - Re: (((Ruth Ann)))
Posted by Rania on 11/7/2009, 9:59 am, in reply to "(((Rania)))"
94.66.12.96My dear Ruth Ann,
In fact, I think I was not meant to remember too. And I wonder, how many times have I seen my mom and was not meant to remember? I think tenths of times. I suspected it. I only remember three of four times. I think this is what applies to you too. You see Jennifer, but you are not meant to remember. I'm sure you do. But I don't know why this happens to us. - Re: I dreamt of my mother last night again...
Posted by Vandana on 11/7/2009, 1:09 am, in reply to "I dreamt of my mother last night again..."
59.178.217.220i think ur soul knows it and it is not required for u to remember it as of now when u are awake. You see we are to bear the effect of all preordained events of our life and learn from it. If we know the reason we may not learn to the lesson which would happen only if we do not know.
Sometimes ignorance is bliss. Could be true in our case. Even I have not been able to find out why Ritik had to go at such an early age. All I know his time was up, his mission was over as everyone around tells me. I believe it and try to find peace in it.
God Bless you
Vandana Ritik - Re: (((Vandana)))
Posted by Rania on 11/7/2009, 10:01 am, in reply to "Re: I dreamt of my mother last night again..."
94.66.12.96You are wise as always. I just wish we were informed and allowed to remember. You are true, my soul knows and I catch glimpses of the truth sometimes. I wish it was easier, for all of us... - Re: I dreamt of my mother last night again...
Posted by ROSY on 11/7/2009, 12:25 am, in reply to "I dreamt of my mother last night again..."
80.184.12.112Dear Rania,
i think ur mother didnt want u to remember the answer.coz whatever the answer it wud have made u sad.the positive side is u saw ur mom.may the lord bless u with more adcs
rosy - (((Rosy)))
Posted by Rania on 11/7/2009, 10:03 am, in reply to "Re: I dreamt of my mother last night again..."
94.66.12.96You are right. She doesn't want me to remember, like she doesn't want me to remember most of the times we meet in my dreams. I bet this happens to most of us. I wish we didn't have to go through so much pain and mental torture though...