Posted by Satori X Well it's like this. There are two clubs that I hang out in general. One, my brother works at as a bouncer. We will call club A "The Prep Club", just because it is easier to call it that. Well at the Prep Club people tend to ignore or shy away from me, typicaly, until I get moody. If im dancing and moving around (people will say I dance good alot so it CANT be that ._.) no one will come near me. But as soon as I sit down and start depressing myself (weeeee!) then people want to know all about me, but by that time it gets kinda hard to pull myself out of that knda funk. Then there is club B "The Goth Club" where my brother and I go just to relax and watch people. My brother swears that I have all kinds of people who are trying to approach me... I really dont see it when I look for it tho -_-;; I wonder if he is just trying to cheer me up ... Big brothers do that... This is giving me such a complex that I have noticed myself becoming more apprehensive of talking to people, for fear I might repulse them or I dunno, freak them out or something. But as for looking goofy when I'm happy *laugh* tell you the truth I dont mind that ^^;; --Previous Message-- Link: MyBlueNoir
on 9/29/2003, 6:21:34, in reply to "on a lighter side.."
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O_o
maybe I got that whole "Kenshin" thing going on, people just think Im some sort of goofy bum when Im happy, but will only listen to me when Im being serious 'bout something.
too much...
XD
: : being an angst ridden artist sucks, am I
: destined to ONLY be attractive when I am
: pissed off?
: Maybe you look goofy when you're happy? ^^;;
: Are you talking about particular people or
: just people in general?
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