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Posted by JFJ on 5/5/2006, 9:21 am, in reply to "As we wind down this chapter of the board I was wondering?" I got saved but still allowed my anger to cause me to lash out at people in traffic or those who opposed me. I was a god to myself, what I thought was my law. I obviously went from nice guy to demonic bad guy because of deep insucurities and allowing my frustrations and lack of forgiveness to turn to anger and then to agressive anger, blind rage happens next(that happened to me once at a school dance, I actually blacked out, the demon has almost total control.(sick) So that is how people get to where they beat their dear wife or fight with dear friends, etc. It is a progression of wrong choices.
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Before I was saved at age 18 I got frustated with everyone taking advantage of my good nature. Some kids ripped me off on selling me truck parts and I decided I had enough. I began to take revenge and physically beat up anyone who crossed me. It became sport.(sick)I was drinking heavy, this had a major impact on my behavor. I rebelled against what I knew to be right, I was raised right.
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