[ Post a Response | Codependent Support Group ]
The Lifted Hearts Community,
our private community, is awesome...
read all our books for
free when you join!
Posted by Ana on 6/7/2006, 1:08 am
I am having the worst time trying to let go of my exboyfriend. The story is unlike any I've ever told. My usual boyfriends are complete opposites of me and have some kind addiction, or they are abusive. I met him at my previous job. We said hi to each other in the hall but didn't actually start talking to each other until a year after I started working there. We realized we had a lot in common and felt instantly attracted to each other. In the last year, we dated, became a couple, and now we've broken up. It is extremely painful to let go of the bond we had. We're both graphic artists, musicians, and dreamers. There is nobody in my life that's ever made me feel so wonderful, and now so miserable. I miss our days together, his sense of humor, his love. Most of all, I miss his friendship, our long talks during our video game matches, our unspoken parallel realities. It's driving me crazy being at home, feeling myself turn hollow. I've tried to reach out to friends, but I can't find comfort. I know time heals all. I've been through bad break ups in the past. I know everything will be clearer once the pain subsides. I just don't know what to do in the mean time. I cry everyday. It's a distraction at work. You're probably thinking I should seek professional help for this one. I agree. But I think what I seek the most is understanding, from people like me. Others who've experienced a relationship so magnificent they just can't help but feel like they've lost a huge part of themselves when it's all over.
Message Thread:
« Back to thread
Responses are not allowed!
Create your own free message board!