for not being in the path of the hurricane this morning and praying for the folks who are
cool air...grateful for my new hvac system
for my faith...was sent to Nashville to the Vanderbilt MS center for an evaluation this week because my health is really diminishing and I was diagnosed with very progressed form of MS now. The 2 specialists were very honest and wanted me in a care facility now or living with family but neither are a possibility. I don't have the $ for assisted living, and no family member wants to take on this task, and i understand. They would not even help with dad's care but not because they didn't love him, or me, just unable emotionally to take on the responsibility of a full time caregiver. I am ok though. My faith runs deep and I feel sure that God will provide what I need as i move forward. I am ok today, and am living in this one day...tomorrow is in God's hands. So I am not doing well as far as my health goes, but I am ok inside. The scripture that describes my life right now perfectly is the one that says...though outside my body is wasting away, but inwardly God is renewing me daily by his grace. I normally would be an emotional mess right now, but instead, I feel God's peace and joy. I can't conjur that up on my own...so i know he is giving me the peace that passes all understanding. So grateful. I had been praying for healing for a while now and I hoped my health would improve but God knew the part of me that truly needed healing was inside...my depression, and my crushed spirit. He knows what we need and I am so grateful for what he is healing within. So things are not ok, but I am ok...if that makes sense to anyone.
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