Ordered a book on substance abuse treatment to prep for the interview I hope I am going to get. The doc in charge had someone in mind for the job but I'll give it all I've got.
Finished Bill's taxes and now I'll get my $3600!
Will all go on the cc that I used to pay for the bug removal. God that was awful..........
Even if I don't get the substance abuse job, I have a job that I don't hate, some flexibility and, with the private practice money will be ok...just can't get ahead on anything and don't see how I can buy a car which I wanted to do to get paid off before I retire. I've got to stop lamenting, "OMG, my life shouldn't be like this at this age," which only reminds me of how much better financial shape I could be in if I hadn't been so careless with money (ie have it, spend it); just makes me feel bad about myself. Or, when I'm totally self-indulgent, "I've worked so hard and helped so many people, this isn't fair." That one is really a pity party and I don't go there until drinking too much bourbon...just kidding! It's the first one I have to shake myself out of.
Sunshine today after 3 days of rain