a brand new clean day...yesterday is history and has no effect on today's choices. his mercies are new every morning.
meds that i need
my bed and sleep
krista's lapband removal coming up
willingness...God given, for sure.
ate tuna and veggies last night after a few days of eating off my plan..grateful. pain threshhold is less now, so i don't wait until i am 50 lbs bigger before changing my actions. thankful. on my own, i would be bingeing right now but God's grace is keeping my mind focused on what is important. food is not. either i give in to recovery today or reap the same issues i have dealt with forever. i need God's help in a big way to live right here. my mindset is relapse...God wants me to live in recovery. grateful for willingness, 1 meal at a time. this struggle is very real. change runs deep and mine has been pretty shallow. praying for willingness to keep on the path until it becomes a lifestyle. meals off plan are normal...getting right back on is essential.