The easiest way to avoid regrets is to ask yourself this question, "If not now, when?" It's a powerful way to put life and our decisions about how we spend our time into perspective"
(((((HUGE HUG))))) I totally understand how you are feeling. I’m right there with you. I still believe I can do this and I believe you can too. I’m sorry your Crohns keeps you from taking nsaids. Don’t give up. We are all cheering you on. Love you.