Re: Am I Gothic Person?
Posted by Doxy
on 9/12/2009, 10:43 pm, in reply to "Am I Gothic Person?"
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Dear, this is a decision only you can make. If you'd like to be associated with the culture, nobody has the right to tell you you aren't. The rule is basically "If you think you are, you probably are." Until you decide to take other paths later on. Then, it was probably a phase.
--Previous Message--
: I have started concerning about gothic
: subculture when I realized that almost all
: music I like is taged as Gothic rock, Gothic
: metal, darkrock...
: I have read lot of cahracteristics of goth's
: and I found myself in most of it. This page
: explained lot of thing's to me and now I
: have one question that is very important for
: me: Am I goth? I will be wery thankful if
: you will help me to answer this. There are
: some information about me:
: Age 17
: I'm student of secondary school
: I Like "dark", sad, melamcholic,
: depresive,often slow, melodic music with
: good lyrics. My favourite band's are:
: Midnattsol, Tristania, Flowing tears,
: Tacere, Christian death, Inkubus Sukkubus,
: Sins of thy beloved, old Nightwish and many
: more...
: My favourite films are War movies like
: Saving private ryan, Apocalpse now and black
: hawk down or other films that forces me to
: think about life and humanity like
: equilibrium.
: I prefer black clothes.
: I like poems from Egar Alan Poe and some
: other poets with similar style.
: I enjoy learning books and I'm able to read
: whole book at once. I simply open book at
: morning and I will close it at evening after
: I have readed it.
: I have creative hobbies like Plastic
: modeling, miniature painting, origami... And
: I like art.
: Whole my life I was loner with only few
: friend's and only none of them is able to
: fully understand my way of thinking and
: feeling, But that is something that even I'm
: unable to understand.
: For some strange reason I like dark places
: where I can be alone and enjoy silence and
: think about anything. I also like ruins of
: medieval castles.
: I donf feel good in crowd of people and I
: was never wery popular between classmates,
: they simply don't like they don't understand
: why I'm so defferent from them. I'm
: nonviolent and it is very hard to provoke me
: to attack but if someone archieve that it
: will be really bad for him. This was reason
: why I was often target of mockery at primary
: school. Everyone was thinking tah I won't do
: anything until one boy oversteped it...
: I don't want to become someone other than my
: because I'm who I'm and im proud of it even
: when it causes most of troubles in my life
: because I believe that if someone tryes to
: be someone other than he really is he stop's
: being himself and if he insn't himself he is
: noone. I have spended most of my life by
: trying to fit into some group of people and
: it never works besause soon or later I have
: showed who I am and I was on begining again.
: I Have talked to some goth's thought
: internet and they were all good interesting
: people who were able to understand me better
: than "normal" people.
: This article is longer than I was excepting
: but I cannot describe myself in few
: sentences.
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