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Posted by Susan (BratGirl) I just want to say that I honestly do love & appreciate each and every one of you, and I always will! Each of you are forever in my heart and prayers... NOTHING will ever change that! I am not sure what exactly happened to SBC but I do know how sad it is that things got to such a point as to break apart such a loving group ... WHAT HAPPENED TO US??? Gosh, it is really sad that it has gotten to this point... yet, I pray that each of us can remember at least a few good things about SBC and what it was that made SBC so special to us *at least at some point during our memberships here? Maybe if we focus more on that for a while it will help us to put together some "Stepping-Stones" to use to lead SBC and all of our sisters back HOME???? A few of my GOOD / BEST / FONDEST memories here are the love and closeness and support that I felt here many times... especially when I needed it the most... but also, (and most important) was knowing that the sisters here never once hesitated to offer prayers for whatever the need was... big or small... and the unconditional love here is (I hesitate to say "was" because it still IS) just some of the most awesome that any sister could ever hope to have! I really don't want to walk away from that... yet, somehow... I just don't know yet what I am going to do as far as my membership. (Anywhoooo, no matter what I do... I am going to keep my promise of helping to send what funds I can spare to get SBC to be a PRIVATE group again!) Some of my VERY BIGGEST REGRETS here at SBC are the not getting to know some of the sisters better... Gosh, When I think of how little I knew of Dottie at the time she passed away (I believe she was the second sister... at least at that time... that we lost to death... *and there have been others that I also knew so little about) IT HURTS to know how little effort I had put into knowing most of the SISTERS here... and I am no better at it today then I was then. What does that say about ME? Please do forgive me if I have ever hurt any of you!!!! With much LOVE and HOPE in my Heart,
on 6/2/2007, 7:47 pm, in reply to "Re: WEB HOME"
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((((((Gail)))))) & ((((((All Sisters... Including former sisters))))))
I know that God allowed SBC to be created for a reason... and perhaps it was only for a season... yet, it is my prayer that somehow, someday, it will mend and go on for a LIFETIME!
I also have VERY HUGE regrets about exchanges that happened in the past... some where I had signed up and did my part but others didn't... and rather then understanding that maybe something happened or circumstances in their lives may have made it impossible for them to follow thru... I got hurt... That was very wrong of me to do... and I am very sorry that I allowed myself to get hurt over such small things... I really REALLY am sorry!!
*SIGH* To me... THE MOST IMPORTANT part of SBC isn't even the exchange of THINGS... it is the giving of OURSELVES, and even more important... the giving / sharing of that love that God places in each of our hearts to be shared with each other, and the way we all grow as sisters when we unite in that love... sharing good and bad times... praying for and supporting one another!!! I sure NEVER found that ANYWHERE else in my life but here... Not in my family or even in any church I have ever attended!
I totally regret any part I may have had in the seperation of SBC and it is my prayer that somehow, someday, SBC can become what it was and even BETTER (After all NOTHING is "perfect" until we reach HEAVEN, AMEN?)
Anyway, No matter WHO gets things up & running... I just pray that the group stays united and keeps growing... and I pray that God will always continue to be a special part of SBC! With eyes and hearts WIDE OPEN... and with GOD's leading... NOTHING can completely bring SBC to the point of no hope of rebuilding!!!! AMEN?!?!?!
and many Prayers to each and every one of you...
GOD BLESS ALWAYS,
~Susan~
:'(
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