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Posted by Susan There is a place inside my heart (June 15, 2007) I do realize there is a "NEW" SBC now, (which is, thankfully password protected... as this one once was as well)... and YES... I have joined... and it IS AWESOME... BUT, sadly, we are still missing soooo many loved ones Much love in Christ,
on 6/15/2007, 9:58 pm
64.12.116.205
GOOD-BYE TO SBC????
that belongs just to SBC,
A place where I keep pleasant thoughts...
and so many memories!
I pray each day for all the gals
that have ever called this place "Home,"
I pray that they are safe and loved...
and will never feel all alone.
Why did this "Home" fall all apart
oh, how it makes me grieve,
How can I say "good-bye" to them...
when I don't know why they did leave?
This "Home" we knew as SBC
was once, oh so full of love,
We laughed, we cried, we found "support"...
as we all trusted God, above!
A prayer for one, was a prayer for all
as we said: "God, Protect this place",
Our sheltered home for every Sis...
Who ever knew it could end this way?
There is a place inside my heart
it will always pray that we'll heal,
Is there anything we can't forgive...
to make this hope die, before it's real?
Is this "Good-bye" to SBC
are our hopes to forever fade,
Do we all want to give up what we had...
this group that God helped us to create!
By: Susan "BratGirl" 
If you are reading this and you have not joined us... YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!
I sure wish that I knew something to say or what to do to make whatever the problem(s) is (are) all better... Gosh, how I wish I had some "Magic" words to help heal whatever wounds are still fresh or maybe just too deep to heal (?) and I wish that: If I had any part, what-so-ever in causing any of the anger or hurt to anyone, *Please... Could I know what I did so I could at least try to redeem myself with that person or persons?????
Now, I know I am probably becoming annoying... (OK... NO "Probably" about it... I AM ANNOYING) and I don't mean to be... SO...., I am now going to save ya'll from these annoying posts & I am making this my last post here... (unless someone requests a reply) but, it is not because I Give up or because I do not care... I DO NOT GIVE UP... & I DO CARE... VERY MUCH, GOD KNOWS HOW VERY MUCH I CARE...
I just have a VERY LONG week ahead of me from this day on... and have got some things that I MUST get done before we see the surgeon for Rachel on the 25th (the appt. to see about that possible "ASAP" surgery)... So, that is why I just need to "LET GO AND LET GOD" and just keep praying that there will be a restoration at some point along the way. I can NOT make a difference but... GOD CAN, and I was very selfish to think or feel that I could. Please do accept my apologies and know that no matter what you will always be my sisters and I hope you will always have a place in your hearts for me as YOUR sister!?!?!
THANK YOU FOR TOLERATING ME!
~Susan~
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