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Posted by bb on 6/7/2003, 4:24 pm

I get a bit nervous when nobody posts any messages for days. I wonder how you all are. I still haven't had a full blown panic in a couple months I guess my PAXIL is working. But you know, I'll never forget the few I had. It changed me. I know there's a little monster in my head that can totally put me down. I went to a friends party awhile back and the girls where all in one room, so of course we talk about everything,(to much information) ha! I mentioned my panic attacks and another girl I just met there had, had a few panics years ago. You could see in her eyes the pain. I knew. The other girls wanted to know about it but you could tell no matter how vividly we described it, they could not relate. One thing I say that usually leaves a person speechless is......"Imagine being buried alive." Thats how I feel for hours when I have a panic attack. The look on their face is priceless! My computer is in a small side room in my house and when I panic there is noooooooooo way I can go in there for over 1 minute and e-mail my friends that they won't be hearing from me for a few days. So I call a few cause I know I'll have 50 e-mails that I can't answer. I love jokes and funny pictures. I have so many I'd love to share with you but I don't think I can get them here on the message board. Just please you all, Claire, Sandra, Alabama,Summer,Carole,Liz,....tell me about you. Sandra, how have you handled your illness since you where 2 yrs. old? How'd Alabama's therapy go? I wonder, is Anthony somewhere that he can't get on a computer, and his dogs, I pray they get adopted. God, he needed help. I have four dogs I've rescued. No children,they are my kids.
Your friend, bb
P.S. Sorry, I talk to much sometimes.

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--Previous Message-- : I get a bit nervous when nobody posts any : messages for days. I wonder how you all are. : I still haven't had a full blown panic in a : couple months I guess my PAXIL is working. : But you know, I'll never forget the few I : had. It changed me. I know there's a little : monster in my head that can totally put me : down. I went to a friends party awhile back : and the girls where all in one room, so of : course we talk about everything,(to much : information) ha! I mentioned my panic : attacks and another girl I just met there : had, had a few panics years ago. You could : see in her eyes the pain. I knew. The other : girls wanted to know about it but you could : tell no matter how vividly we described it, : they could not relate. One thing I say that : usually leaves a person speechless : is......"Imagine being buried : alive." Thats how I feel for hours : when I have a panic attack. The look on : their face is priceless! My computer is in a : small side room in my house and when I panic : there is noooooooooo way I can go in there : for over 1 minute and e-mail my friends that : they won't be hearing from me for a few : days. So I call a few cause I know I'll : have 50 e-mails that I can't answer. I love : jokes and funny pictures. I have so many : I'd love to share with you but I don't think : I can get them here on the message board. : Just please you all, Claire, Sandra, : Alabama,Summer,Carole,Liz,....tell me about : you. Sandra, how have you handled your : illness since you where 2 yrs. old? How'd : Alabama's therapy go? I wonder, is Anthony : somewhere that he can't get on a computer, : and his dogs, I pray they get adopted. God, : he needed help. I have four dogs I've : rescued. No children,they are my kids. : Your friend, bb : P.S. Sorry, I talk to much sometimes. : :

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