Posted by Nerd Dee on 5/10/2002, 5:12 pm --Previous Message--
Without your wife falling into the smoking trap, your return would not be very well taken. All in all, you are better off although I'm sure readers would prefer a different outcome.
: Hello All,
: This is a most interesting forum.
: I am a male and was a fairly heavy smoker
: about 25 years ago, but when I married I
: stopped with a great deal of difficulty,
: and have not smoked since.
: At the outset I must state that smoking is
: very much a sexual thing with me, and I
: really enjoy watching pretty women of all
: ages smoking.
: My wife however does not smoke, but I have
: never lost my smoking fetish.
: Recently my wife had to go away for a while
: and I became bored and horny (LOL).
: I watched a couple of the smoking fetish
: sites for a while, and on the spur of the
: moment I decided to try smoking again.
: I went out and bought myself a packet of
: Benson and Hedges Ultimate Lights, because
: I thought that after all these years I
: would have trouble inhaling a stronger
: cigarette.
: For some reason I became very excited when
: making my purchase.
: At home I lit up one of the cigarettes and
: did not inhale the first puff, because I
: thought that I would gag and cough.
: The next drag - a fairly heavy one - I did
: inhale, I was pleasantly surprised, I
: inhales with no trouble, no gagging, and
: no coughing, and exhaled a fairly thick
: stream of smoke out of my mouth and
: nostrils simultaneously.
: The suddenly well remembered taste filled my
: mouth, once again I was surprised as I
: found the taste somewhat pleasant.
: I took another drag, inhaled and exhaled as
: before.
: The nicotine rush hit me hard then, and I had
: an almost immediate, very big and hard
: erection.
: I started jacking off and came hard while
: deeply inhaling the third drag (the sexual
: thing LOL).
: I then started feeling rather sick and
: stubbed the half smoked cigarette out.
: I could not walk straight and had to lie down
: and recover, this took about two hours
: (LOL).
: Over the next two days I smoked five
: cigarettes with the same effect as the
: first one.
: I could not smoke a whole cigarette at one
: sitting because I always got sick.
: The taste of a newly lit cigarette became
: rather pleasant, but a few hours later the
: after taste was horrible.
: I did not enjoy this after taste at all, and
: remembered why I had quit smoking in the
: first place.
: I also realised that it would not take very
: long to become completely addicted again.
: I have now decided not to smoke again.
: Here are my summarised feelings:-
: The pleasant aspects of smoking:-
: The incredibly pleasant feeling of the
: "Nicotine Rush".
: This rush is well worth smoking for, but as
: we all know the nicotine rush fades and
: disapears once one becomes addicted to
: tobacco, and regular smokers seldom
: experience a good full-blown nicotine
: rush.
: The extremely strong sexual stimulation which
: I experience while smoking and watching
: pretty women smoke. this is enhanced a lot
: when I watch my own thick mouth and
: nostril exhales.
: I even remembered how, and could blow some
: very nice smoke rings.
: I enjoyed the above experiences immensely.
: The unpleasant aspects of smoking:-
: The horrible after taste and stinking breath
: which lasts for many hours.
: Knowing that in short order I would once
: again become totally addicted and lose
: control.
: Knowing that the pleasant aspects would not
: last once I became addicted.
: These are my experiences and hence I have
: decided not to smoke any more, how do
: others feel, and what are YOUR experiences
: ?.
: I must however admit that I somehow feel
: really deprived by not smoking.
: Greetings from an Ex-Smoker who tried it
: again.
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