Posted by Gooddoctor on 1/29/2005, 12:07 am, in reply to "I tried starting to smoke again" --Previous Message--
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Thank you for this story. I'm thinking of starting again too. I quit 20 years ago. The only reason I would start would be for the sexual aspect--I have smoking fetish. My wife doesn't smoke either. I'm wondering if there is any way for us to enjoy the fetish without smoking?
: Hello All,
: This is a most interesting forum.
: I am a male and was a fairly heavy smoker
: about 25 years ago, but when I married I
: stopped with a great deal of difficulty, and
: have not smoked since.
:
: At the outset I must state that smoking is
: very much a sexual thing with me, and I
: really enjoy watching pretty women of all
: ages smoking.
: My wife however does not smoke, but I have
: never lost my smoking fetish.
:
: Recently my wife had to go away for a while
: and I became bored and horny 
.
: I watched a couple of the smoking fetish
: sites for a while, and on the spur of the
: moment I decided to try smoking again.
: I went out and bought myself a packet of
: Benson and Hedges Ultimate Lights, because I
: thought that after all these years I would
: have trouble inhaling a stronger cigarette.
: For some reason I became very excited when
: making my purchase.
: At home I lit up one of the cigarettes and
: did not inhale the first puff, because I
: thought that I would gag and cough.
: The next drag - a fairly heavy one - I did
: inhale, I was pleasantly surprised, I
: inhales with no trouble, no gagging, and no
: coughing, and exhaled a fairly thick stream
: of smoke out of my mouth and nostrils
: simultaneously.
:
: The suddenly well remembered taste filled my
: mouth, once again I was surprised as I found
: the taste somewhat pleasant.
: I took another drag, inhaled and exhaled as
: before.
: The nicotine rush hit me hard then, and I
: had an almost immediate, very big and hard
: erection.
: I started jacking off and came hard while
: deeply inhaling the third drag (the sexual
: thing LOL).
: I then started feeling rather sick and
: stubbed the half smoked cigarette out.
: I could not walk straight and had to lie
: down and recover, this took about two hours
: .
:
: Over the next two days I smoked five
: cigarettes with the same effect as the first
: one.
: I could not smoke a whole cigarette at one
: sitting because I always got sick.
:
: The taste of a newly lit cigarette became
: rather pleasant, but a few hours later the
: after taste was horrible.
: I did not enjoy this after taste at all, and
: remembered why I had quit smoking in the
: first place.
: I also realised that it would not take very
: long to become completely addicted again.
:
: I have now decided not to smoke again.
:
: Here are my summarised feelings:-
:
: The pleasant aspects of smoking:-
:
: The incredibly pleasant feeling of the
: "Nicotine Rush".
: This rush is well worth smoking for, but as
: we all know the nicotine rush fades and
: disapears once one becomes addicted to
: tobacco, and regular smokers seldom
: experience a good full-blown nicotine rush.
: The extremely strong sexual stimulation
: which I experience while smoking and
: watching pretty women smoke. this is
: enhanced a lot when I watch my own thick
: mouth and nostril exhales.
: I even remembered how, and could blow some
: very nice smoke rings.
: I enjoyed the above experiences immensely.
:
: The unpleasant aspects of smoking:-
:
: The horrible after taste and stinking breath
: which lasts for many hours.
: Knowing that in short order I would once
: again become totally addicted and lose
: control.
: Knowing that the pleasant aspects would not
: last once I became addicted.
:
: These are my experiences and hence I have
: decided not to smoke any more, how do others
: feel, and what are YOUR experiences ?.
:
: I must however admit that I somehow feel
: really deprived by not smoking.
:
: Greetings from an Ex-Smoker who tried it
: again.
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