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Posted by jm on 12/2/2005, 10:32 pm, in reply to "Re: please help me understand her" HELP!!!!!
thanks a million for your responce ann... you are exactly right about her being sick about how things were and that she loves me (i hope)... heres an update... after not seeing her for 2 weeks she shows up at my place lastnight at 1am... she waitied for her family to fall asleap to come over to see me (her fam normally takes my side all the time.. so she had to have molded the actual story in her favor to gain support from her parents) i open the door, she's wearing her favorite outfit, make up perfume.. all fresh like she spent hours preparing herself... she stood there stairing at me... i asked her to come in... then her lips started twitching and she bursted into tears and ran into my arms... ECSTACY!! it was the best fealing of my life to date... i fealt complete again... so i sit her down and neal down infront of her at her feet.. (hurricane wilma destoryed my place and the floor has an inch of water) i wipe her tears as she tells me she has been trying to get over me, but she cant... she tells me over and over... i tried my best to comfort her and tell her everything will be ok, we will work everything out.. she responds, no we cant, we dont work, but i cant get over you (crying like crazy)she puts her head on my shoulder.... i explain to her how important she is to me, list 20 or so reasons why she is so important to me (the biggest probel in our relationship is the attention i give her, im 23.. shes my first and hopefully last girlfriend, shes had many boyfriends.. ive crushed on forever, she has always done anything to make me happy... she has always spoiled me)so we sat there and chatted for an hour or so.. untill i started begging for her back.. she fealt pressured and said she had to leave... (i dont understand) so i walked her to her new car.. first time i had seen it... i acted very very impressed and complimented her choice for the car, and told her how sexy and professional she looks in it.. she smiled and gave a giddy laugh... she was so touched by my words... i acted cool and let her drive off.. normally i wouldnt let her i would stand there and reason with her until she gave in... i didnt want to be forcefull.. she drove off... before she got to the end of the street she calls my cellphone... we end up talking for two more hours or so... she says she cant see me because she wants me back when she sees me... she has to get over me... (arghhhhhhhh ide rather be shot in the face than hear this) i was evicted from my appartment that morning because they believe the roof is going to collapse... i told her im moving to another appartment and that i couldnt leave and go home to my parents (20 hours away) that if i did, i would be giving up on our relationship... she said .. and i must quote this "i think it was a bad idea for you to stay, because it will be a while before i can help pay rent again since i got a new car"... i didnt respond to it, if i did she would get upset that i was pressuring her to coem back to me.. but she sounded liek she expects to end up back with me living together again at some point down the road... she told me how upset she is because she handeling or breakup badly, eating all the time, putting on weight, i reminded her how skinny she was, and how that need not bother her.. she was very happy to hear me speak about it.. i dropped so many compliments to her...eventually the convo came to and end.. it was about 4:30 am, but exhausted... i asked if i could call her tommarow, she said 'i guess' but she didnt pick up...
its like this whole ordeal started over again from the begining... i could never get over her... but we were 2 weeks into this breakup crap... thought it was what she wanted... but she came running back.. only to tease me i seams... what do you think about this ann? thanks again -j
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