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Posted by CMS on 1/17/2006, 12:37 pm So my fiancee is away in Hong Kong for business for two weeks. She calls every day to share her love joy with me etc. About a week into the trip she tells me that she went out the night before and met some American people and ended up staying out until about 2:30AM with them (no big deal). The next day she tells me she was going out with them again, etc... I just tell her to be careful etc. Anyway, the following day she calls me and I can tell that something is wrong; after a long time of prying she tells me that she was out until 5:30am with the group of guys but nothing happened with any of them. I tell her that I know there is more to her story as she is acting very distint, but she refuses. Fast forward to today where I found an online post below. "So two nights ago I went out by myself and ended up meeting quite a few interesting people. Among the people that I met were these two American guys from New York and their HOT friend from Australia. So at the end of the night hot guy walks me back to my hotel as we were staying at the same place. He tried to kiss me but I did not let him. I was so trying to be good. Last night we all went out again. As he and I were walking to the restroom in this bar I told him that I thought he was super hot and he reciprocated the compliment - the restrooms were upstairs in this lounge area that was closed off - When I got out of the restroom he was waiting for me, sitting on a stool. So hard to resist the temptation to jump him right there but I did. We went back to our hotel and I went to his room. I am really bad. I ended up staying the night in his room. NOTHING Happened. No kissing, or anything like that - he tried, even showed me his penis (which was unimpressive, thankfully) we just slept in the same bed and he wrapped his arm around me. But of course I feel really bad because I know that it was wrong to be there in the first place. It is so hard. I miss my fiancee and love him so much, but part of me wanted to have great unattached sex with this guy last night. I wish that the desire that I felt for this hot guy was what I feel for my fiancee. I just had to get that off of my chest.
Hello,
He is so fricking hot. We had discussed going shopping this afternoon and this morning he asked me if I still wanted to go. I told him I better not. Seriously, if I spend any more time with him I am sure that something will happen.
Please help... What should i Do?
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