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Posted by Tiffany on 2/7/2006, 10:30 am
Hello. I am new here. This is my story. I have been with my BF for about 4yrs. now and we recently got back together after a 3 month break-up. I had a lot of problems going on and took a lot of it out on him. He ended up cheating on me. About 2 1/2 mo. after we broke up I brought his things to him b/c I couldn't stand to look at him after we broke up. When I brought his things to him I just wanted to leave them on the porch and leave. Well he saw me and came to talk to me. I began to feel those feelings again for him. I loved him and never wanted to be apart from him in the first place but that is what happened. He was dating another girl at the time I took his things to him. Well we talked for awhile. He told me he missed me and never stopped loving me. I told him I had to go b/c I was going out with some friends. He leaned over and kissed me and hugged me and didn't want to let go. About 2hrs. after I left he called me and wanted to pick me up from the bar. He picked me up and I went back to the house and stayed with him.
Well the next morning the girl he was seeing used the spare key outside to come in the house. She walked in the bedroom and seen us in the bed together. I was sleeping. My boyfriend seen her. I felt bad but then I thought about it and she did it to me so I didn't feel as bad then. I know that is not the way to be but she knew me and we were friends when she slept with my boyfriend. Anyways. I am still with him and it has been like 6mo. since we got back together. I love him with all my heart.
Lately i have been having these feelings that if he did it once what makes me think that he won't do it agian. He has a child with a one night stand. Lately he has been talking to her alot and I know that is part of having a child together and all but they get on the phone and they are laughing and it aggervates me to death. Is this bad? I am so afraid that he will leave me againg if something better comes along. What if tomorrow his daughters mother calls and says i want to make things work. Will that leave me on the side line again? I don't want to act crazy and push him away. I am really going crazy. Please help me and give me some advice. thank you
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