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Posted by Trowa Well I moved away 2 years ago for a job and also because I wanted a new beginning. Because it had been 5 years and I still couldn't get over her. But it didn't work. I still miss her and sometimes I feel she misses me too. Well she sent me chocolate and cards to me for Valentine. So in return I wanted to get her flowers, but I couldn't afford it (paying for school). So instead I drew her her favorite flowers and sent it to her. I figure she would like it and at least get an aww. It didn't turn out that way. She said she likes it, but just that she isn't the artsy kind of person so obviously I was disappointed. But I didn't make a big deal about it. Well later she emailed me and told me how her goddaughter got her chocolate and a card telling her how great of a godmother she is. Then she told me how emotional she felt and was close to tears because of her card. She even said that her goddaughter's card and chocolate 'upstaged' my drawings... I was upset then, it hurted. I mean I am not competing with her goddaughter for attention or anything...but, it felt such an unneccesary comment. I mean I know she doesn't love me, and what I did for her was just a nice gesture... but it made me feel like crap and that everything I have done for her is crap too. Am I petty? I know she's not even my girlfriend anymore...but am I wrong to feel upset about this?
on 2/15/2006, 6:53 am
I don't know why I'm writing this...probably just because it's been on my mind ever since...it's kinda like this. Me and my ex well I don't even know if I can consider her an ex anymore because we went out seven years ago but we are also very good friends. There were definitely lot of ups and lot of downs within the 7 years. But we are just friends now.
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