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Posted by loveinpain on 12/20/2006, 1:07 pm
i have been with this guy for over a year and about 6 months ago he asked me to marry him, i of course said yes because i love him and i want to spend the rest of my life with him. he accuses me of a lot of things like cheating and talking to people behind his back and he gets really out of control with it. it is like he is two different people. he is soooooo sweet to me whenhe is being himself, but when his paranoia takes over it gets way to out of control. he had broken up with me a lot because of his suspicins but we always get back together right away. i know he loves me because of how he treats me when he is normal and in the right mind but i think there is something wrong with him. in the first month of our relationship i got another guys number, it was nothing sexual i just felt bad and took it. that was over a yeart ago and to prove to him that i didnt mean anything sexual(because he is really over protective) i dropped all my friends and now my life literally revolves around him. i mean i dont have any friends-AT ALL!! he even has people that tell him what i do in school to make sure i am not doing anything wrong. last night he randomly started telling me that he knows i cheated on him and that someone told him i did, which i know isnt true because i have never been unfaithful to him a day in my life!! he said he doesnt want anything to do with me, which he does a lot but he doesnt mean it. i just dont know what else i have to do to show him that i love him and i never cheated on him! i thought i already did everything possible, but odviously not because he is still accusing me. everyone even tells him that i would never cheat on him and that i dont talk to anyone at all and he still is telling me that i am lying and that i have something to hide, when i literally have absolutly nothing to hide. i am the one that is always writing him poems and notes and making him cards and putting a real effort into our relationship. i need help, i am determined to make him know that i didnt do anything like what he says i do so he will marry me like he promised. i even have his name in my skin!!! i really need some advice on this!!! PLEASE! PLEASE! i love this man, help me!!
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