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Posted by Tropan on 8/25/2005, 8:54 pm, in reply to "Re: Am I horrible? I could be...I hope not though." It's just that I keep meesing up, or rather make a few mistakes that make me out to be a real asshole, but I'm really not. Though, I seem to be questioning that now...I dunno, I ...never have had confidence in myself really, although Sharese has giving me many ego boosts, has been there for me...what more can I ask for? That's love, and that's what I seems to be messing up. And power? I don't want power over her, I want control of myself if anything. Hell if she can forgive me, I won't even complain if she starts giving orders. Not that that woul ever happen, but you know what I mean. All I know right now, is if I don't change...or figure out what's wrong with me that keeps wrecking things, I may end up losing my life. I know this sounds all clingy and needy but I don't care.
Actually, I would very dearly care if she left me, that is why I have committed myself to her. Too me, that's what love is, giving yourself fully to someone else...not something done lightly. And, she has already messed my world up, that's why I love her. Aprill 11, 2004...is when my life went from bad to good. Where I left 1 place to start a -new- life here. It has been and will be the best feeling of my life, living with her.
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