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Posted by Sad Eyes
on 9/12/2005, 8:02 pm
I am looking for someone who might be able to give me a little bit of advice. Believe it or not I am 40 years old and have never been in a real relationship with anyone. I have had many guys ask me out on dates, a few I accepted, although nothing romantic became of any of them, I have cultivated some wonderful friendships. However,most of the guys who ask say such things that I don't want to go out with them. Well, last fall I met a young man whom I had actually know for many years as a child but had not seen until just after Thanksgiving last year. He showed up at church the Sunday night after Thanksgiving. We connected immediately. We sat together at church and talked. Then one night I asked him to walk me home. To my surprise, when we got to my front steps we talked for a bit then he became very cuddly and kissy. He kissed me several times. He didn't ask, he just did it. I didn't mind per say, I just didn't expect it like that so soon. He works on a job that keeps in travelling alot along with riding bulls with the Rodeo on weekends. I don't get to see him much. When we do see each other we kiss and hug, but he never calls me in between, never stops by to see me when he is at his dad's on the next block. The last couple of times we have been together the kissing had progressed to the more what I would describe as an intimate level. Normally he would drive by my house around the block to his dads or by on the way out. Now he has taken to turning around at the end of the street and going in and out on his own block. I don't understand what is wrong. Is he avoiding me? Did I do something wrong. He was working in town a few months ago and he invited me to come by the hotel and see him...which I did. He was a gentleman, never did anything to indicate he wanted ***. I enjoyed spending the evening with him. I love him very much and would like to see more of him. I don't understand what is wrong or what to do to fix it? Is he interested or isn't he? Everytime we see each other he asks me what "what are you doing tonight?" of course I answer honestly and say I am not doing anything. Is that wrong? I don't know what I am supposed to say or not supposed to say. I would appreciate any help anyone can give me.
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