Posted by dan on 4/24/2008, 3:14 am
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hello, im dan 19 and from england.
i dont intend to go no for ages but here is my situation:
i have been interested and tempted by smoking for a few years now, simply because i like it and its a bit of a fetish and always just had the odd one say on a night out after a few drinks, and when i was 16 when that was the legal age to buy cigarettes in england.
but i never became addicted or anything and was always scared of the health risks!
well these days i am smoking the odd ciagarette say when im driving to pick up my girlfriend or whatever, she is 17 so i have to buy her ciagarettes for her and she really wants me to start smoking but i just cant infront of people, i dont know why i find it so difficult!
yet smoking alone is perfect and i love it yet always feel guilty after every time i smoke and feel like im doing something totally wrong! my parents would kill me despite my mam being an ex heavey smoker.
anyone else able to relate to this or help me, give me advice on what to do :S
thankyou dan
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