Posted by Amy on 6/6/2008, 12:23 am, in reply to "Re: Couldnt resist starting again..."
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Quick closet smokers update...
I have just returned from holidays and sampled Vogue Methol superslims 100's, wow what a great tsting delicate sexy smoke, I mail ordered 200 and they arrived yesterday.
I have tried the "mores" but I dont like the taste. I am now a converted vogue smoker, and if I cant get my hands on them then it will be Berkleys Menthol 100's.
I am still enjoying evry puff and dont regret starting again for 1 minute. I have been more daring and when hubby goes out to work for the first 2-3 hours I will open all windows and doors and smoke a good 7-8 cigs inside. I prefer this as you can see the smoke better and I can practise french/snap inhales and cone and nose exhales, I love seeing the creamy smoke.
I am paranoid about getting caught as it is difficult to hide the fact im smoking as I am smoking double what I used to. I thought it would settle down but it hasnt and I am smoking about a pack a day. My cravings are intense and as soon as I open my eyes each morning I want a cig. I am completley addicted which I am not bothered about as I have no intentions of stopping.
I dont know how long keeping it in the closet will be possible, although I really must try my best to as I feel it could harm my marriage. But it is a long ritual to remove all cig ends stash ashtray, stash cigs, remove house odours, remove odours from me, keep smokey clothes away from hubby and cleanse breath by eating prawn cocktail crisps all the time, this can be time consuming and I feel I may slip up. I get paranoid when iv left the house in that have I left any evidence of smoking out? and I sneak a crafty puff, I dont always have things to disguise the smells on me and just have to hope for the best.
Smoking makes me feel alive and I will keep these rituals up to ensure he doesnt find out.
Happy smoking guys.
Amy
--Previous Message--
: Amy,
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: although you can't get capri 120's in the UK
: i believe they do sell more 120's. have you
: ever tried them? there are also many other
: superslims in the UK but they are all 100's.
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: take care.
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