Posted by Ses
on 7/2/2009, 2:50 pm, in reply to "Help! I think I have to come out"
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Quit smoking would be my last option.
In your case I would just reduce the ammount I smoked a day... let's say 3 cigarettes a day in average.
If you can durring the day, smoke one (deeply and absorbing the maximum the cigarette smoke can offer you) and at night when your parents are already sleeping (and most of the people in the village) smoke another one or two (better outside of the house), if you go to bed after smoking, in the other day you will not have the smell of smoke on you anymore.
About buying cigarettes, you don't need to buy them there, just take a carton with you and if you smoke about 3 a day, it will be more than enough for 6 weeks.
Aside from that, just find some ways to stay away from home sometimes... say that you will ride your bicycle, and go somewhere nobody can see you smoking. Be imaginative.
The university days will come soon and with them comes your freedom!
In some years when you have your fulltime job you will be able to tell your family about your habit and they will have to accept it. Doing it now wouldn't probably be the best choice in my opinion.
I've been in similar situations to your... in fact I'll be again these weekend. I know one weekend isn't the same as 6 weeks, but the tricks used are the same, you just have to do them for some more time.
If you need, you can email me or add me on messenger 
Good luck!
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