Posted by mick d
on 8/3/2009, 6:32 am, in reply to "Officially addicted, and surprisingly happy about it"
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Yo mate,
I'd like to help ya, but you're in the wrong place. I think this is what you are looking for!!!
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Enjoy the depravity.
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: I've always had a certain curiosity about the
: whole concept of addiction. I always see
: smokers when it's been a few hours since
: they've had a smoke: normally calm people
: get jittery and nervous, they can't focus
: and start dropping things, and jumbling
: sentences. To normal people that may seem
: negative, but I've always been facinated by
: these side effects and wanted to experience
: them for myself.
:
: When I started smoking I was lucky to get in
: 1 cigarette a day, if that, usually only 5
: in a week, not nearly enough to get hooked.
: Recently though I've become less "in
: the closet" and started smoking about
: half a pack a day, usually more.
:
: I've always been able to make it for days at
: a time without physically wanting or needing
: a cigarette, I've always had a psychological
: addiction, but that's easy to ignore when it
: needs to be ignored. Today, I only had two
: cigarettes left in a pack when I left for
: work, and no time to make a 7-11 run. I was
: a little bummed, but not really upset about
: it, I figured I would be fine, after all, a
: month or two ago, two cigarettes in one day
: would've been a treat. Instead, I
: experienced my very first, full-blown,
: physical craving for a cigarette.
:
: It was intense beyond my wildest imaginings
: of what a cigarette craving would be like.
: Plus, when I got off work and rushed to the
: nearest convenience store, that first
: cigarette (in 5 hours) was so much more
: amazing than any I've ever had.
:
: To conclude a long story, I am officially
: addicted, and kind of excited to see what
: it's going to be like, in a sort of warped,
: slightly twisted way. I'd love to hear
: anyone else's experiences with addiction and
: cravings. The good, the bad, and/or the
: ugly...
:
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