Re: 9 years in closet
Posted by Slow hand on 4/22/2012, 7:24 pm, in reply to "9 years in closet "
Im also a closet smoker for like my whole life. I smoke because I have a smoking fetish and it excites me. Oddly enough I never felt a nicotine addiction and a few |
Months can go by before I smoke again. The last few years I started smoking black and mild cigars, Middleton brand. I figured if I got caught it would less a stigma because it seems cigar smoking is more acceptable than cigs. The great thing about black and miles is they're mixed with pipe tobacco, so I can take huge drags and still inhale easily. The smoke is voluminous, and sometimes I can exhale a thick stream from my lips for 5 full seconds with residual smoke trails from my nostrils. I get a nice lightheaded feeling when my lungs fill with smoke from these cigars, and my favorite trick is to exhale a bit, pop a smoke ring or two, snap inhale the smoke back in, then finish exhaling. I'm in the closet for life, my wife and son hate smoking and I don't really have a problem with it. Again, try the black and milds and see if you get that dizziness you want
: I've been a closet smoker for 9 years. There
: have been months and once a year (spring
: 2006-spring 2007) without smoking at all.
: Nobody of my family knows this secret and
: they can't ever know. My wife hates smoking
: more than anything.
: I have different smoking clothes which are
: in hide and I smoke when I get a chance.
: I've always started over again and then
: stopped it.
: Now it's third smoking day in row. I smoke
: 2-6 cigarettes in a day. I smoke always
: menthols. I had been without smoking about a
: month and then I smoked 12 day in a row.
: This is now third time this year when I
: started smoking. The smoking days lasts
: always a week to two.
: I always stop because I got enough of hiding
: my smoking. But then I start again. I'd like
: to know in what level is my addiction,
: because I can stop smoking for awhile, but
: can't be without it very long.
: Part of me wants to be a regular smoker and
: part of me wants to stop it permanent. I do
: like smoking and I always smoke deep
: breaths. I love to dizzy feeling, but I
: don't always get it. Is there a better way
: to get the feeling everytime? Are menthols
: strong enough? I like much more menthols
: Any tips, what should I d? Does anyone have
: similar situation?