Lol. Me too! I remember that feeling that I will never learn brazilian too. I am still working on mastering male brazilian myself. I do good except when I am doing his scrotum. I need to master that area. But you will too. Dont pass that profit up. If you can practice on a friend and learn. Purchase Lori's video. So you can learn. The whole ball of wax is great. Or ask which she advises for you to buy.