Dear Pam, Thank you for the prayers and words of kindness. It was so hard going alone to the gravesite (actually he is buried in a wall). No, I did not go back to the cemetery to replace the flowers as we are about to get our monsoons and the flowers will get dusty from our dust storms. I thought I would wait until fall when the weather cools. I could not eat dinner but went to bed earlier than usual. I must have had a nice dream because I awoke refreshed and not depressed at all. We did have a lot of fun together and lots of laughs too. Cap had a very good sense of humor and was loved by everyone. Thank you for the great incentives. One must learn to "baby" themselves in times of deep depression. I will keep your ideas in mind. Love, Gloria
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