Pretty day ahead
Got a lot done around the house yesterday
Carin called last night. Making decisions that put her another $46,000 in debt, got rid of one of her dogs...all in prep of him coming home. She had agreed at one point, to not let him come directly to her house but to stay at his mom's and slowly integrate into her life and the lives of the kids...now,full steam ahead. She sees God in all if this..I see mania (she has Bipolar Disorder). There is nothing I can say or do and it's killing me. If I speak up, my guess is he will tell her I'm an obstacle in God's plan for them and to cut me off. There are times when I believe that people take a leap of faith and do things that others can't understand. They believe God is asking them to trust Him even if it doesn't make any sense. I do believe that happens. BUT, I don't believe God behaves in a totally irrational manner and asks a.person to jeopardize their financial, emotional and physical well-being and that of their kids.
Ok, the grat? That I can dump all of this on here. Had nightmares last night and woke up at 5:30.
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