Down 2.6. Had to take a fluid pill yesterday so probably a little lower than it will be tomorrow. Still, looks great.

I am wrecked by this surgery denial. My hopes were up so high that, maybe, I could have a normal life again (normal in terms of pain; I've never striped to be normal!). Aetna told me rhat, what the doctor's office submitted, didn't demonstrate a Ned for an expedited appeal and it could take to mid-June. Aetna told me that I can submit for an expedited appeal so I am going to write up the most convincing case that I can.

I can't fall asleep without more meds than I usually take to sleep. Sad, scared, irritable. My food is fine because I'm in that place of feeling so bad, emotionally, that I could topple over if I started bingeing, making me feel even worse!