Your posts brought tears to my eyes. I feel so badly for you and wish I could say some magic words or wave a magic wand.

All I can say, which isn't much I know, is that I get it. I understand. I can relate.

If I could give you one piece of advice for losing weight, it would be this... step one is the food. If you check with Dr. Google, you'll find a whole list of things to do, but the best piece of advice I ever got, and embrace to this day is... you can't out exercise a bad diet.

So, go through the food that's at your fingertips like a banshee. Open up a trash bag and throw everything away. If it's not there, you can't eat it. Your husbands will survive. Mine did.

Praying for you tonight!