know that we are going to ooh and aah over your pics because we love you and love your fur babies, and your gardens are just beautiful. I am sorry that you are feeling lonely and apprehensive right now. It is understandable and part of most recoveries, but I still don't want you to feel that way. I am glad that if you were hurting that you took the oxy and will try to stay ahead of it. Pain is hard to get rid of once it takes hold. Again, I don't like you having to go through that but grateful that you are staying on top of it. Yeah, I hate that floaty feeling too but it is necessary sometimes. Did you get your bagel? I hope you did.