One more option was a way I figured out how to work around their on-call system. Nurses couldn't believe it worked.

Sobbed all the way home. Home Care nurse should be here any minute and Deborah will be here at 1 for the antibiotics at 1.

Bill was great last night but putting someone else's needs ahead of his own is a struggle. It just is.

Much weaker than I thought I was. Animals are afraid of me...except for Blake. They hate the walkers and having to be kept away from me when help comes.

But, I'm home and that is good.

Thanks for your support. It means a lot.