The bad news is that I have gotten a few signs from her but nothing that satisfies my soul. I specifically need to know that she’s ok, that she’s with me and loves me, and that I did a good job caring for her and am in no way responsible for her death. I feel very guilty, like I should have been able to do something. These are the signs that I feel like I need desperately. And have gotten nothing.
The good news is that I have been reading a book that has brought me some peace. It’s The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I feel like I was lead to read this book. It’s helping me with things I have struggled with all my life. I feel it has the potential to help me become truly free and with the assurance that I am, and we all are, one with God. It’s possible this book will help me get what I need from my Mom as well. But I’m not sure how or when.
I admit I’m becoming impatient. I really want to hear more from my Mom. I’m not even sure why I’m posting. Maybe just to ask for more prayers.
Thank you.
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