I appreciate your words very much. This time of years will always be hard for me.

The ablation is June 25. I have always been someone who just pushes through pain. Don’t talk about it. Etc. now it seems to be the constant in my day. I wish they could do more. I can’t wait for this. I find myself happy to stay honest and go nowhere and I have NEVER been that person. I don’t want to be that person. I want a middle ground

I need to get back to the gym and find something that doesn’t injure me. That makes me feel better emotionally.