Pain can be debilitating in all aspects of our lives. That's for sure. I anticipate that I will be on an antidepressant for the rest of my life. I have chronic depression that is often not linked to any precipitating factor. It blows in out of nowhere as you guys have seen. My one hope is that, maybe, if I get healthier and more active, it will go away. I know your birthday is this week.. What's the number? I think you may be the 'youngster' on here. Hugs!