how a new 7 on the scale for a few days can make us start believing? Seven has always been my number because it makes it real because even at night it don't go up to the next tens again.

I have always admired you for doing what you do and going back and still doing it day after day. I don't know how you do it. It is hard being exposed to people's deepest secrets on a daily basis. Where do you put it all? Showing up for others when you want to disappear for a while and lick your own wounds. Harboring dark secrets that you have taken an oath to protect. You are a hero in my book.