I am so glad that you were able to drive to the doctor's office yourself. That is a big milestone.

I am so glad that Carin is planning to get a divorce. I hope she goes through with it, too. If she gets a divorce, are you planning to move closer to her in the near future?

Passing all your usual hangouts and craving what was there proves that it is just habits calling to you. You can decide to change your habits if you want to. It all comes down to whether you want to be a slave to your bad habits or whether you want to get healthy and have more of a life in the life you have left. Weight be damed. We have carried it so long that it doesn't really motivate us anymore.

Where exactly would you pick up a bug, other than the nurses coming in or food poisoning? We have had something the last few days. Feels like we are coming down with the flu that never arrives. I finally started taking Mucinex and feel better. We haven't checked for temperature because we have had such headaches that we have been taking Tylenol anyway. We have also been weak, and all our muscles ache. Just haven't wanted to do anything. I hope you have just had a mild virus, but it makes me leery that they would bring something in on you.