I am so sorry you’re having a tough time of it. It’s a disease. We all clearly have it. Well maybe not Joan. She is fighting it well. But you know what I mean

It’s HARD even with surgery or shots or any took to “just do the right thing” and keep doing it.

I hope you get some good information from the behavioral specialist. I wish I could hear that. I’m in the same spot

Big hugs to you friend. I feel for you.