The easiest way to avoid regrets is to ask yourself this question, "If not now, when?" It's a powerful way to put life and our decisions about how we spend our time into perspective"
Big Hugs my friend. I am so very sorry. This is so hard. Our pets are so good for us and in return we have to be so good to them and you are amazing. Just know that. I’m Sorry for what tomorrow will bring. Just try to get through it in the best way possible.