So, yesterday, my first day home. Bill.leaves me.to go to church but says he'll come straight home. Actually promises to do so. He's gone 3 1/2 hours. This morning I am up around 4 because I went to bed so early. He gets up at 6. Feeds the cats and lets the dogs out. Lewis is outbthere howling his head off and I get snarled at when I tell Bill it's early and I don't want the neighbors upset. He feeds the dogs and just leaves. Doesn't ask how I am or if I need anything. Have no idea when he'll be back. Dogs need to go out but I don't dare do those steps.

WHO treats someone like this? Mr. SUPER MORMON. That's who. I have to be thankful I have someone but he is just mean, selfish and thoughtless...only interested in what he wants when he wants it. Can you ever imagine your husband being this way? Or, anyone, really?

Diarrhea this morning. Better than constipation and probably could be expected given all the drugs, etc. TG for the bidet. Pain a little worse this morning but I think that's to be expected. Being upset and anxious doesn't help.

Took a 2-house walk yesterday. I kept telling him that he needed to stay near me but he wouldn't and for angry when I reminded him.

I'm just so upset.