I remain in so much pain. They just helped me up to toilet. Each morning, you look for any signs of improvement. I could not do the final push t stand up. They had to pull me which led to a cry session.

I am so frustrated and scared. The pain is horrible. Meds help to just knock me out. Not being able to move myself in my bed is such a problem with positioning.

The ECCO was to check for infected blood around my heart. They have one more type of infection they trying to identify and treat. All the energy I have left.