And despite how many times she swore to me that she would not let him come to live with them....that's exactly what has happened.

I have spent countless hours talking with her about all of this. I am so angry, hurt, scared for them and will probably cry hysterically when I go to bed.

I ate a pint of low calorie Halo ice-cream.

I am truly devastated by her actions. She just drags her boys into another Carin-made mess.

I don't want to talk to her. He told her before that he has a right to know what anyone talks to her about which would include anything private I may want to talk to her about and he will read all her texts because God said she has to submit. He told her once ,"If I come in and tell you I want a BJ (sorry), you'll hit your knees and give me one." I told Carin that would actually be sexual assault if she didn't want to. He has said the most awful things to her. This is my precious girl and my precious great nephews. It's killing me.

I worked the calories out with a light supper.