I am feeling sad about Murray not being a pat of the garden and my life. I am sad about so much. Murray's gone, my health always a big part of my life.

I am missing Murray a lot. All the things we did together. He was very kind and supportive person. Daily talks and going places and so much more.

I have to figure out how to get my garden done. Mike isn't a gardener. He pulled out my jack in the pulpits last spring even when I pointed to them. He has good intentions. Not really the end of the world... really. I have to find people to help me figure it out.

I am feeling kind of shut down. Yes.. a big part of it is my health. I have so much going on health wise... feet, ankles, stomach, gastro, new food stuff, aches & pains. We all have these things now.

I have been sick today and I missed seeing the play Maya has been participating with.

I am rambling, sorry.

I must stop reading about our country. It gets me down. I can't change things .....