PAM and everyone who is interested
Posted by Alicia on 1/12/2014, 10:06 am
Thank you very much for this article. When the student is ready, the teacher appears! Lately, I have been wondering about my grief. I'm kind of protective about it in the sense that I would defend my right to it! It's been 3 years and 8 months since my son passed. The pain is different yet I would say just as strong. I recently made an appointment to ask a professional if this is what parents experience. My grief as a mother is so different than my grief as a daughter, a sister. I do engage in life and enjoy people and experiences. I have good times. Yet almost everyday I cry, and feel intense pain at times throughout the day. Is this what others feel? I'm used to it now even though it can be exhausting. I do not stay in pain all day. I have learned new creative things but I'd have to admit that I "crave" my son. I have talked to professionals and I have been convinced that this is just the way it will be. I very much would like to know if other parents experience what I am describing of if you think that I am indeed stuck or that my grief is complicated. I need to hear from people who KNOW not just professionals, although I am open to that too. Thank you my PrayerWave Family, Alicia
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